These memories and a whole host of shame-inducing others have stuck with me and are activated every time I lose or use something I shouldn’t have. 

I recently woke up in a fuzzy state and ate my step-child’s special chocolate bar from school. I just saw it and ate it and didn’t think of the consequences. I told myself I would purchase another one

In short, I am learning to forgive myself over and over. I am learning to not rush to make amends but to stand in the truth of who I am: a kind, considerate person who has ADHD.